26 July 2016
Hello my lovelies!
Week 3 of my Missionary Training Center stay blew past so quickly! It's
crazy how these last three weeks have simultaneously felt like three days and
three months! I think it's simply because SO much happens in a a single day,
let alone a week. I'm going to miss the people I've come to know and love here
at the MTC... but I'm so majorly PUMPED to hit the field and teach the gospel
to everyone! :D
So Wednesday, my companion and I studied with some of the Elders and we
really bonded. It was incredible to see the testimonies of 18-20 year old young
men and how strong they are. The Elders also make me laugh so much! xD I have
come to re-realize that male members of the human race make a LOT more sense to
me than their female counterparts (which is probably because of growing up with
all brothers and a mom who grew up with all brothers)! xD Also, something that
was such a major blessing is that Elder Bush in my district knows Sign
Language!!! Talking with him this last week in Sign Language was wonderful
because it made my homesickness level go down by a LOT (Mom and I sign to each
other all the time and I hadn't realized how much I had missed that type of
communication and her in general)! :)
That night I received letters from each of my parents. And those letters
really strengthened me. It was such a testament to me, if my earthly parents
know me so well that they knew exactly what I needed to hear, how much more
does my Heavenly Father know and love me and knows exactly what I need to
experience??? I'm so grateful for having such wonderful parents who work hand
in hand with Heavenly Father to inspire me and lift me up when I need it. :)
Thursday was really wonderful for me! That day in Sister Gregerson's
class she had us all go outside, be absolutely silent, listen, and record what
we hear. Do you know how many things go on all around us that we don't notice
simply because we aren't listening?? A lot apparently! Something else that I
learned from that is that in order to truly listen, we have to listen with our eyes
as well as our ears. When the Nephites heard the voice of the Lord they
couldn't understand it the first time, or the second time, but the third time
they looked to the source of the voice and they finally understood Him. I think
a lot of times we don't see the ways that Heavenly Father and His Son are
talking to us because we aren't looking for Them in our lives.
This week, but especially on Thursday, I have been studying the
scriptures a lot in order to figure out what it means to be
"valiant". This is what I've learned so far, PLEASE send me your
thoughts or scriptures on what it means to be valiant. Valiant: courageous, dependable, having integrity,
diligent, noble, upright, steadfast, firm, immovable, opposite of idle, loving
God more than man. There's also been a phrase that keeps popping up in my
scripture study of this word "right hand". So if you have any
thoughts on this, send them my way because this is something that has really
been on my mind. :)
By the way, I adore reading and studying the scriptures! There is
nothing like opening them up and knowing that by so doing, I am spending time
with three People who love me always! :)
Friday was CRAZY awesome! Friday was the day that the
soon-to-be-departing missionaries got together for the In-Field Orientation.
Holy cow, the Spirit was working overtime on Friday! One of the things that was
really emphasized during this training was the phrase, "If you lower your
expectations, your effectiveness will decrease." That's so powerful! In my
own words what that means is, "Your expectations determine your
reality". Wow. That still hits me every time I think about it! What we
think about the future is what we will get. I'm still mulling over that nugget
of wisdom!
To go along with that we talked about how as missionaries, as
representatives of the Lord Jesus Christ, we need to expect miracles in our
work. We are working side by side with Christ Himself and yet a lot of times us
missionaries do not expect miracles! How ridiculous is that??? Just look at the
story in St John 21! We can be fishing for hours and days and weeks and months
and years by ourselves. But as we diligently work with Christ, all we will have
to do is cast our nets where he tells us and we will not be "able to draw
it for the multitude of fishes"(reference:
https://www.lds.org/scriptures/nt/john/21?lang=eng)!!! Take-away is: Trust in
Christ=Expect miracles.
Saturday was super cool! I was in the TRC building and I saw one of my
friends from BYU this past year, Harper *waves*! It was so funny because she
was working as an investigator and I knew that I couldn't draw too much
attention to her because I shouldn't blow her cover. :P But it was so wonderful
to see her! Heavenly Father has been blessing me with seeing my friends because
I have also seen Mason Tarwater (friend from home), Jeff Albee, Kenney Davis,
Jerry Davis (all 3 from working at BYU last semester), Sophia, and Katie Ogden
(friends from BYU ward)! *waves enthusiastically at all of you!*
So, Sister Vandervelde and I had been teaching Katie (TRC investigator)
since Monday and she was really progressing and wanting to know the truth for
herself. Saturday I felt so prompted to invite her to be baptized and after
teaching her about it she agreed! It was so wonderful to be an instrument of
the Lord in that moment and to feel the incredible amount of love that He has
for her!
In class with Brother Gardner he had us do a self-evaluation using
Preach My Gospel page 126 (I highly recommend doing this!) And good heavens, it
really made me reflect on myself and how well I'm doing and things I need to
work on. It was a really powerful moment where the Holy Ghost taught me some
things that I should do in order to become a better missionary.
Brother Gardner also finally told us all who "Nathaniel" is
(the investigator that he was pretending to be). And it turns out that it was
someone that he had met with on his own mission. The story was SO inspiring!
Nathaniel did end up joining the church and right now he is on a mission of his
own! How cool is that???
During class with Sister Gregerson I simply daydreamed about how
wonderful it would be to be companions with her, I love her to pieces! *waves
at Sister Gregerson*
That night (since I was called as the music coordinator for my branch)
I got the two districts who were leaving this week (my district and district
35-C) and lead us in the practice of "Come, Come Ye Saints" for a
musical number the next day (since we were leaving and because the 24th was Pioneer Day.) Saints above, I can't ever remember praying for divine grace more
than when I was conducting about 25 Elders and 4 Sisters (that is including
me!).
Sunday came, like it always does. We two districts got up even earlier
than our normal wake-up time of 6:30 am in order to practice for this musical
number. Again, lots of silent prayers on my part. But Sacrament meeting came,
and it went smoothly! It actually sounded really beautiful! Miracles do happen!
And while I am grinning while writing this, I am completely sincere! How could
two 45 minute practices with a bunch of rowdy Elders with unfamiliar
accompaniment turn into a beautiful prayer to the Lord if not through Grace?
Miracles happen every day. We just don't see them because we aren't looking for
them or prefer to rationalize them away.
Sister Vandervelde and I taught Relief Society on Sunday about the Book
of Mormon and that was fun as always. I love teaching! Some of you know this
but when I get back from my mission I am studying to become a religion
professor at BYU! I LOVE teaching the gospel!
That night for devotional it was a super special devotional!!! For
devotional they had the Nashville Tribute Band come in! The whole night was
just INCREDIBLE music and though-provoking spiritual messages! I disliked
counrty music my whole life, but I LOVED the music that was played. I was
sobbing by the end of the night! As I said in previous emails, we (the MTC
choir) had been practicing three of the twelve songs they sang in order to sing
with them! IT WAS SO AWESOME! OH MY GOODNESS!!! On a scale from 1 to 10 it was
EPIC! With them we sang "I Was Born", "John's Song", and
"When The Son of Man Comes Again". And then the main singer started
speaking about where he served his mission! He served in the Nevada, Las Vegas
mission! That's where I AM serving!!!! Then he sang a song about it and my
emotions broke. That was just one more miracle that Heavenly Father sent me to
show me that Nevada, Las Vegas is where I need to be! And then he had us sing
the song with him! It was incredible! "The Hardest Thing I Ever Loved To
Do" is the name of the song!
Yesterday was exhausting in the best way! :D I felt the Spirit SO
strongly, it was so wonderful! It was also a really bittersweet day because,
while I am SO ready to hit the field and get to work, it was hard to say
goodbye to the two best MTC teacher in the world! I am so truly grateful for
the opportunity to learn from these two spiritual giants, they inspired me more
than they can ever know! *waves to Brother Gardner and Sister Gregerson*
After dinner yesterday mine and a couple of companionships in my
district wanted to sing "If You Could Hie to Kolob" an LDS hymn. But
then it ended up turning into an impromptu hymn singing sessionwith everyone in
our district and with Elder Hatton on the piano! We all got to the hymn
"I'll Go Where You Want Me To Go" and we were all silent for a few
minutes just pondering about what the words in the hymn meant to us. And then
all of us began bearing our testimonies of the gospel to one another without
any prompting from anyone, besides the Spirit. :) The Spirit was there with us
SO strongly. Then we all began singing "I Know That My Redeemer
Lives" it is so powerful to be able to bear testimony all together through
song. We then knelt together as a district and said a prayer together. By the
end of it we were all (Elders included) crying because we love each other so
much and knew that the church is SO TRUE! :D We all knew it and we all loved
knowing that we each know it!
I know that the church is true. I know that Heavenly Father and Jesus
Christ restored the true church on the earth through their chosen prophet
Joseph Smith. I love you all and I love my God!
Love,
Sister Longo